Thursday, December 13, 2012

Getting Well...and Freaking Out, too

It's been almost three months since my surgery.  Where does the time go!?  Doesn't seem like that long ago, when you think about it.  I did have some issues a couple of weeks ago, though.  I began having some serious, serious pain in my abdominal area for no particular reason.  I simply could not figure out why I was hurting so much.  At first I thought it was gas, but no, it wasn't gas.  The reason I say this is because if it was gas, it would hurt closer to my heart, and the pain I was experiencing was closer to my lower abdominal area.  The pain was similar to what I was going through right before and right after my surgery.  That part was not fun.  There were times that I was in tears, the pain was that excruciating.  :-(  I didn't want to bother my oncologist with such a trivial matter, especially since I had just seen her the month before.  But she was concerned to the point that she said to come right on in to the office.  So that's what I did.

It turns out that my pain was vaginal muscle spasms brought on by tension.  (Whew!!)  The doctor said that this tends to happen sometimes when the hysterectomy patient is young, like I am.  She suggested that I try some relaxation exercises and put me on some muscle relaxers.  I haven't done the exercises, but I do try to have some time to myself in the morning before I get up for the day and do my thing.  The muscle relaxers are totally kicking my ass!  I am sleeping about 9-10 hours and don't get up til a little before 11 a.m. (though today I woke up at 9 a.m.)  But they're working!  I don't have any more pain.  When I run out of the medication, I'm going to do the relaxation thing for sure.  Any little bit helps.  :-)  I'm just so glad that it wasn't a recurrence.  That was the first thing that came to my mind when I started hurting.  That's always going to be at the back of my mind for the rest of my life.  I guess I gotta take days one at a time, and take things as they come.  That's the best we can do, right?

*kathy*

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