Sometimes, every once in a while, you find yourself wondering about someone from your not-so-distant past, even though you try your most absolute best not to. Occasionally, you start to think about what could have happened between the two of you, if only you had spoken and expressed how you truly felt!! Yup, that's me. I'm naturally shy, and I have trouble expressing interest in somebody. I suppose it comes from my horrible self-esteem. I have had a problem with it for years, and of course, getting diagnosed with a type of cancer that prevents me from ever having children has not helped at all. I do realize I have to work on building up that self-esteem, especially if I want to end up with someone. But it's hard, especially if you're not used to attention.
*kathy*
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