Tomorrow is going to be the first Mother's Day I'll be going through since being diagnosed with cancer. It's going to be a very painful day for me. It's a very glaring reminder of what I'll never, ever become. While I'm happy for my friends that have children, I can't help but think of the precious babies I'll never get to meet. Oh, how I would love, love, love them to the moon and back!! But I got dealt with a cruel hand in life, and I did nothing to deserve what I got. Yeah, I know I've got precious nieces and nephews, but it's not the same. And I'm tired of people telling me I could always adopt. That doesn't help matters at all. Neither does telling me I wouldn't want kids, anyway...they're a handful. Who cares??? I would love them, anyway, warts and all. :-/ hopefully tomorrow will pass quickly, and I can get through it. It's really all I can do.
*kathy*
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